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Wednesday, March 28th, 2007
11:59 pm	3-28 Five years. 3-28 is everywhere...but I see it most, in my heart. In honor of YOU my love... I wont lose hope. Ever. Hope is what I'll ALWAYS have. I love you. Always. YOU are forever in my ♥ Love, Nufanita. Current Music: Dumb Reminders - No Use For A Name
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Monday, September 4th, 2006
2:40 am	Happy Birthday to you... Ramsey Hugh Rickabaugh. <3 a million times <3
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Tuesday, March 28th, 2006
8:32 pm	March 28th Today would have been four years. Maybe it's better that it isn't. No matter where you are or who you are with, just remember Miss you, hope youre doing well... My Permanent Dumb Reminder. Love Always, Nufanita Current Mood: ... Current Music: Dumb Reminders - No Use For A Name
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Tuesday, January 10th, 2006
11:45 pm	Just For Shubies... Oh snap! I was tagged by that tough cookie. Ground Rules: The first player of this "game" starts with the topic "5 weird habits of yours" and people who get tagged need to write an LJ entry about their 5 quirky habits as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 5 people to be tagged and list their names. 1. Have to eat outta a mug 2. Pick at my lip 3. Think about past experience too much 4. Never looking at the phone when it rings 5. Getting on the internet at exactly 8pm K lets see I tag hmm 1. Cynthia 2. Nic 3. Fernando 4. JL 5. Ralphie Current Mood: lalala... Current Music: Lalalala...
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Thursday, December 1st, 2005
10:24 am	Name 20 people you can think of right off the top of your head. Dont read the questions underneath 'til you think of those 20 people! People: 1. Shuby 2. Raven 3. Morgan 4. Cynthia 5. Jon 6. Jairo 7. Lyndsey 8. Deidre 9. Ramon 10. Crystal 11. Clarissa 12. Yackie 13. Monick 14. JL 15. Rey 16. Julio 17. Nacho 18. Eddie 19. Jonathan 20. Fernie QUESTIONS: 1. How did you meet 13? band camp 4 years ago 2. What would you do if you had never met 5? my life would be better and worse at the same time, i woulda never learned to love 3. What do you honestly think of 10? i thought she was mean at first but now we are pretty close which i love 4. What would you do if 19 and 8 dated? aww id be totally jealous 5. Did you ever like 4? oh yes she is my hot lesbian lover 7. Would 3 and 11 make a good couple? No! Hes mine 8. Describe 7 in three words: crazy, funny, emotional 9. Do you think 12 is attractive? hmm i think shes pretty 11. Tell me something humilating about 16? hmm i dont know anything 12. Do you know any of 3's family members? nope just seen pics 13. What's 20's favorite color? oh boi i think its blue im pretty sure 14. On a scale of 1-10, how cool is 14? hes off the scale! 15. What would you do if 17 just confessed his/her love to you? oh gosh id pee my pants with excitement and jump for fuckin joy! 16. What language does 19 speak? haha english and im pretty sure spanish too 17. Who is 8 going out with? me!!! haha jk she was with a boi but they broke up 19. Would 18 and 10 make a good couple? hmm na hes my ex 20. What grade is 15 in? haha uh lets just say hes been outta school for a while but he teaches high school! 21. When's the last time you talked to 12? yesterday in history 22. What is 2's favorite band? hmm maybe His Shotgun Proposal 23. Does 9 have any siblings? yup a bro 24. Would you ever date 6? yes i definately would 25. Would you ever date 1? well seeing as how shes a girl i dont think so 26. Is 11 Single? nope, her bf stole her from me! 27.what is 19's last name? BARNHART!! 28. Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7? hahahaha uh no shes a girl 29. How much weed does number 16 smoke? i dont think he smokes 30. What school does 2 go to? well shes only 4 and goes to RFK 31. Where does 14 live? by target 32. Would you make out with 19? i have hehe 33. Are 5 and 6 best friends? psh yeah right 34. Whats your best memory with 15? having him teach me the magic of music everyday but also watching him create music 35. Have you ever been in a fight with 17? na i dont think we would ever fight 36. Would 13 defend you? hope so 37. Who was 12s last boyfriend? a boi named Danny 38. Does 7 know any of your secrets? i think almost all of em 39. Who does 4 like? good question, i dont think she likes anyone at the moment 40. Have you ever been to 1's house? its my second home woo Current Mood: fklsadfjsdalkf Current Music: ANGELA - No Use For A Name
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Wednesday, September 28th, 2005
10:24 pm	Take Me With You... ... So I haven't updated in forever, once again. I started school like a month ago. It's going just dandy, well so far. I got to spend time with Fito today. He walked me to class and then some. Yaay. He's super coolio and pretty hott too haha well I think he's adorable in a very manly way. Hopefully I get to see him manana too. Weird shit has been happening with some of my friends. The drama needs to go! Um gosh theres alot I have to say but dont wanna. Hmm yeah. Leave me a comment at myspace, im there more. www.myspace.com/nufanita16 QUESTION: Have you ever wished you could go back and change something? ANSWER: all the time Current Mood: waiting...for my hair to dye Current Music: Dashboard
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Tuesday, August 9th, 2005
9:36 pm	Just Cuz You Told Me To... Well um what can I say? I havent updated in like a 5489413 years. So yeah. Here I am, updating. So yeah I get to pick up my Carlitos from school tomorrow so Im excited about that. Um I met a cute boi at orientation. Hehe. To be continued... I met a nice boi on my space. He seems to really like me and thats always good. Too bad hes like 564889354980 miles away. I havent seen Freddie in like a long ass time. We need to catch up. So Freddie when you read this, I'll be on my way to your house. Well I finally got to hang out with Fernie in Friday. Yup he's a cutie. Hehe. Yup but he has a gf. Oh well, what can I do? Yaay! I saw Ewic on Friday too! He gave me a cool ass present that I love. Im really gonna miss him when he departs for Las Cruces. Um um school starts in 2 weeks so yeah at least that will give me something to do. Im going to go for engineering after all so wish me luck. Ive been going to kickboxing and its great. Well I went to Ruiodoso this past weekend. It was fun to get away at least for 2 days. Peer pressure is a bad thing. Smoking is too. I have to go to defensive driving which blows but thats the price I pay for driving like a maniac. Boi, I was just thinking I have had some bad luck with bois. Man I suck, not literally. YAAY!! My aunt Jessie asked me to baptize her baby boi. So YAAY! Im super happy about that. And that is all. Lyssa Out! <3 Current Mood: meemees time... Current Music: OHIO IS FOR LOVERS - Hawthorne Heights
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Sunday, June 26th, 2005
12:24 am	I Won't Let Emotions Take Me... Yaay! I got my car on Tuesday. It's pretty. It's a '98 silver Ford Mustang. I don't really have a thing for mustangs but this one is prety. Thank you parents. =) I named him Rory Dean. Tell me what you think. Rory as in the drummer from NUFAN and Dean is a cool name. Oh and Rory and Dean as the hott couple from Gilmore Girls. I went back to kickboxing. I missed it terribly. I'm not gonna have time for anything else anymore but school, homework, and kickboxing, i'm selling my life away. But I'll make time for you... Well I had a good weekend so far. I hung out with my friend yesterday. It was fun. We watched a movie. I had a date with Ralphie today. We saw Bewitched. It's cute. Then we went to Village Inn and ate and talked and talked and talked. It was great. I drove extra careful so I wouldn't kill him. Thank you Ralphie Poo. Then I went to Crystal's graduation party. It was okay. The lovely Jessie and I went. Then we left and went to Baskin Robbins. We love that place. Then I took her home safely as well. Don't let bois make you cry. Don't let bois make you cry. Don't let bois make you cry. I start college Monday. Im scared. I feel kinda sad. I hate feeling like that. I hate feeling like my life revolves around bois. It shouldn't and I wont let it anymore. Nach said I shouldn't become a sorority slut...he's right. Sometimes I feel like I don't have any real friends. I hate that feeling. Don't let bois make you cry. Don't let bois make you cry. Don't let bois make you cry. I love this skirt i'm wearing. Property of Deidre. I can't get outta bed, just lay here, someone pull me out. I'm tired of these thoughts. Feel like a ghost, rejected by the living. I see your apparition in the doorway beckoning at me, promising to be there when the planet lets me down, you'll still be around. I'm confused. Not about how I feel but how i'm supposed to feel. I'm scared and nervous and sad. I don't really know what to do. I NEVER know what to do. I thought I had a good life. Well I know I do but sometimes it just seems hopeless ya know. Sometimes I feel like crying but what for...it gets you no where and I refuse to sell myself short. I need to talk to my Coach. Don't let bois make you cry. Don't let bois make you cry. Don't let bois make you cry. He'll know what to do. He knows everything. I love you Coach. Hope the Mrs. comes back soon. I turn 18 in 28 days. That should be fun. It was last year. I wonder what Fortino is up to. How are my girls? Lyn is in Flordia. Hope she is having a ton of fun. I'm so sorry Manda. I wish I could go with you guys. Have fun and take care. I love you. <3 I'm so sad. I cant go to warped tour to see my favoritest band ever, No Use For A Name (NUFAN) I bought the new No Use For A Name cd. I can't stop listening to it. ( This Is For You... ) Current Mood: ...???... Current Music: FOR FIONA - no use for a name
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Sunday, June 12th, 2005
12:56 am	How Can I Say I Love You Back, You Never Made Me Happy... Well FINALLY here are the pics of my upward bound graduation. So yeah, enjoy.   ( GrAdUaTiOn ) Current Mood: tengo mocos... Current Music: SILVERSTEIN - Giving Up
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Thursday, June 2nd, 2005
10:56 pm	I Said I Loved You But I Lied... Okay I guess it's abou time I finally update for reals. Wow no more high school. That's gonna be weird. Im gonna miss my friends but I'll make new ones I guess. Well summer has started off great. Mon.- went shoppin like crazy with Lyn Tues.- went to some banquet for theatre with the lovely Deidre, went to eat dinner with the lovely Deidre (it was on her) I love her! Wed.- went to Utep at 1pm, went shopping, cut my hair, went to clarissas, went to wal mart with mommy, came home and dyed my hair partially blue Thurs.- woke up at 2:15pm, went to clarissas, had tone and tons of fun! fun! fun!, came home and am dying hair again I've been talking to him on the phone alot lately. He makes me laugh. He has a gorgeous smile. I miss my new friend. I havent seen him in a long time. :( Lyn is leaving in 14 days :0   No!!! I'm going to miss her like crazy! I'm going out with Silla this Saturday. I miss my hair. I dig the color. Philly is a nice boi. I start college on June 27. Im scared. I get my mustang soon. =) Ive bought lots of accessories for it. Yaay. Can't wait to go back to kickboxing =) Clarissa looks happy. :) And that makes me happy. Did you know Ha backwards is Ah? Did you know Racecar backwards is Racecar? Did you know Mom backwards is Mom? And my name backwards is Assyla? What's yours? I shall post pics of graduation next time.   ( And I leave you with this sexy boi ; ) Haha ) Current Mood: :) Current Music: Tell That Mick He Just Made My List Of Things To Do Today
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Thursday, May 26th, 2005
9:22 pm	............................... goodin_jon (5/26/2005 7:14:44 PM): hey i got your invitation today and im flattered that you still remember me but sorry i cant go have to work tomorrow 6-12 wish i was there though love always and forever -johnny
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Sunday, May 15th, 2005
10:49 pm	NO NO NO FUCK YOU! DONT TELL ME HOW TO RUN MY LIFE AND WHAT I CAN WRITE AND NOT WRITE WE HAD NO DEAL YOU JUST THOUGHT WE DID YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE DOING, YOU DIDNT HAVE TO GO DOES SHE KNOW YOUVE BEEN TALKING TO ME ALL THIS TIME? YEAH...IM SURE SHE DOESNT KNOW ALOT OF THINGS DONT TRY TO BLAME YOUR MISFORTUMES ON ME SORRY TO SAY MY FRIEND BUT ITS NOT MY FAULT HAHA FRIEND WHAT AM I SAYING? YOU ARENT A TRUE ONE ANYWAYS Current Mood: amused
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Saturday, May 14th, 2005
10:38 pm	Prom. Prom. Prom. Well prom was like a week ago but Ive been to lasy to post the pics so here they are, enjoy. ( PrOm ) Current Mood: just here... Current Music: Queen & David Bowie - Under Pressure
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Wednesday, May 4th, 2005
9:59 pm	I'm A Fool For Trusting You This Far... Today we had UIL. Wow we did really crappy, straight 3's. Oh well, typical, i wasn's surprised. I think cuz we are mexican eh who knows. Today I saw my cool cousin Danny, and Nat's Danny, and Danny's Nat, and Victor, and Johnny, and Arthur from middle school haha. It was cool. Nat looked really pretty all dressed up. Today was really fun. My dad and I went shopping, yes shopping for mother's day presents and for clothes. It was so fun. And we talked alot. First we went to Mervyn's, then Ross, then Pacific Sunwear, then JCPenny, then to eat at Burger King mmm. I got a cool crown. Then at the mall we parked in the farthest possible space ever then we saw a closer parking so I ran and stood in the parking while my dad drove the car over. It was hilarious. Woo good times. I opened up to him and told him all this stuff about school and friends and stuff. Good stuff. Gosh Im tired, I just got back from looking at the stars for extra credit for class. Im talking to JL again so that is good. yaay. I made a new friend. I really like talking to him. He makes me laugh and is super awesome. Okay im gonna go take a shower. <3 P.S. - Philly's new hair rocks. I dig it and Cynthia thinks it's hott! nighty night. Current Mood: sleepy Current Music: Hootie & The Blowfish - Goodbye Girl
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Monday, May 2nd, 2005
10:49 pm	We are Beauty Queens...FOREVER! Well I went to Starbucks today wil the Beauty Queens, Jen and Cynthia. I had a blast. It really got my mind of alot of stuff. I loved hanging out with them. It made me realize who I can relate to and who my real friends are. I love you guys, let's make it a weekly thing. Gosh, Jen, I am really gonna miss you when you leave. :( You better come and visit. The guy who worked at Starbucks was really pretty ha. I've been thinking alot. I dont think I want to be your friend anymore. You've hurt me enough. Current Mood: ...grr... Current Music: FAVORITE SCAR - the vanishing
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Saturday, April 23rd, 2005
7:57 pm	"So Lonely, I'm So Lonely..." Ahh I'm bored. I don't think I have ever been this bored. I'm talking to David and Eskimo, they are bored too. Eskimo's new hair is flippin hott like for reals. I was gonna go to Clarisse's house but my mommy was tired and didnt wanna take me and I didnt wanna bug her. Plus! My daddy is out at a gig and I didnt wanna leave her alone at home. I would worry if she were alone, its a dangerous world out there. So yeah. Cynthia's at prom right now dancing her ass off. Hope your having the time of your life Court. OLIVE JUICE<3 I got my prom dress today. I really do love it. It's black and white of course and its pretty. I feel...weird. I dunno why. I want someone to talk to. I just wanna talk to someone on nights like this. I just wanna be able to pick up the phone and dial a number and have someone answer and talk to me endlessly. It's times like these I wish I had someone who cared.   I got in a fight with Luis yesterday. Why? I have no idea. It was about him and his gf. Ya know, he's broken my <3 like 5 different times. Crazy isn't it, but I dont have the <3 to stop talking to him, I can't and I won't. He means a lot to me. We've been through lotsa cool times together and I love the way we can just forget about everything and just...well talk. The thing that I love most about him is that he cares and he always will. Luis if you read this, I want you to know that you dont have to be sorry anymore. I understand now and its okay. Just be happy. Friends forever. So Im all confused right now. I just dont know whats going on. Why is it that some people are so happy and some people are so miserable? Some people find the perfect person for themselves. It's crazy, everyones got someone. Cynthia-Philly, Clarissa-Carlos, Luis-Augusta, Lyn-Jesse, Deidre-Adrian, Jessie-Jesse, Eskimo-Zina, Fernie-Fernie's bf, Julio-Bernice, Ignacio-Sandy........crazy...... He kissed me......my heart nearly exploded. Long distance relationships DO work, you just have to put forth the effort, okay. What do you want from me? Stop teasing me. But yet, for some idiotic reason......I want you to. Sheesh, I'm a real idiot sometimes. Isaac kissed me on the cheek today and hugged me tight. It made me feel special. The weirdest things go through my mind and I have no idea why? like how does the ink come out of a pen? why is cream creamy? why the hell do i still have a bump on my eye?! "I hope that you will miss me when I am gone." I bought a fashion belt today. It rocks big smelly ass and a pimp bracelet too. "You wanted the best, it wasn't me!" My heart is beating really fast for no apparent reason. It hurts. Oww Well college is almost here as well. I really cant wait. High school is weird. I just want to be out on my own. High school is alot of drama ya know and college will be totally different. I'm flippin sleepy. I HATE it when people lie to me. That is when all trust goes to shit. "I got bruises on my heart" This is a flippin long post. Im super bored, please forgive me. I dont expect anyone to read it all. Im just writing whatever. I went to exercise this week. Crazy huh. It felt good to get sweaty, well in that exercisy way. Ive missed it. I member when I used to exercise every flippin day. Now Ive become a wevona. I'll get back in the routine though, I promise promise myself. Oh yeah, my Boo broke up with me haha. STORY! Boo: Hi how are you doing?, Me: okay, Boo: I have some bad news. Me: what?, Boo: I dont think we should be going out anymore, Me: why?, Boo: its just well i dunno i like you alot but thats it, i just like you, Me: uuhhhh ookkkaayyy then, Boo: uh *sigh* I have to go now, Me: okay BYE! hahahaha thats our story. We were a match made in heaven! Then my mom told me well maybe you just didnt really like to start out with. That made complete sense. I didnt. He was beautiful but that was it. I mean yeah he was cool and did lots of things for me or at least he tried to do things in my best interest. Well I hope he finds a good girl for him that will meet up to all of his needs. Goodbye Booey. Goodbye all. Goodnight. <3           Current Mood: *sigh* Current Music: So Lonely Song
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Wednesday, April 20th, 2005
8:45 pm	You Take Me Over... Okay How should i put this...uh...okay. I like him...alot actually. There's something odd about him that just makes me wonder. Why does he keep going back to something that hurt him so much? He confuses me. What does he feel? Uh okay here it goes. When I see him or hear of him, my "heart flutters." I cant think or breathe for that matter. I feel like the way you feel when you see a wal-mart associate. You go blank. Nothing comes into your head until after the fact. You wish you coulda said things that you wanted to so bad but couldn't get the words out cuz they just stumble. You dont realize how much I...I...I feel for him. I think about him constantly. I miss the times we would talk. He made me laugh. I love when people can make me laugh. I means Im not sad. He was the kind of person that made me smile from just thinking of him. He could give me that smile and make me melt in his eyes. I dont see that smile anymore. I miss it. I miss it all. I miss seeing him smile and give me that cute look with his beautiful eyes and make me studder and not talk and go completely blank. I think I've gone crazy for him. I so have. Just when I think I've forgotten, I havent. I remember. I was happy in those few short times. I hide it though. I dont want it to come out and scare everyone eventhough I think I just did. Im glad that you gave me that opportunity and so did he. So thank you my dear.     That was gay...but hey, its the way it feels.   Current Mood: yaay... Current Music: INCUBUS - talk shows on mute
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7:11 pm	Screw it... Current Mood: ...
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Monday, April 4th, 2005
8:31 pm	Im Melting In Your Eyes... Well I got accepted to OLLU with a scholarship yaay. I think I am gonna go there fo sho. Here look: This is my acceptance letter. I got a $16,000 scholarship for 4 years. yaay   Go with me Cynthia. Im going to be scared and alone and dont wanna lose you.   ( I was bored like Cynthia... )</font></strong> Current Mood: i have to comb my hair.... Current Music: THE USED - hard to say
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Wednesday, March 30th, 2005
8:09 pm	YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES   Good things come to those who wait...   Boo is mine...<3                 Cynthia, the play tomorrow at Americas has been changed to 2pm so i dont think you can go but i still hope you can Oh and everything you told me to do.............he did Current Mood: yes...its finally happening... Current Music: WaRpEd ToUr
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